Did you find your place in life? Do you love your job? Do you want to keep getting better and better at it? Or do you feel as though this is something you can never have?
My story is about how I made my way from feeling that “working is unbearable, I don’t have the energy for it” to becoming successful at my job. And I keep moving further — to the feeling “happiness to work”…
…2017. I am 41. As any other person, I have successful and unsuccessful areas in my life.
I am immensely happy in my marriage. My husband is a successful man who loves me and gives me everything I want. His family easily accepts me. We travel a lot. I bathe in happiness and prosperity.
I don’t have children. I have weak health. And I have job difficulties.
Job difficulties began as soon as I first started working. My performance at school and university was quite good. But my labor activity was, let’s say, strange. I didn’t have interest in any of my jobs. In every job there was always something that I didn’t like. I was never employed at one place for a long time. Every job seemed unsuitable, unbearable, useless etc. I was not a very diligent worker, I neglected my duties, worked half-heartedly, quickly became tired. And it was really hard for me to communicate with people…
Before marriage I had to work one way or the other. But as soon as I got married, I basically stopped working…
I can’t say that I was ashamed. I just didn’t accept this part of myself, turned a blind eye to it and didn’t even try to do something about it. I didn’t have the energy…
I first tried GSR in the end of 2017 willing to solve the problem of fatigue. I tried to solve it with other methods before (psychology, art-therapy, yoga, qigong), but it came to no effect.
With GSR I saw the results after the very first session. My energy level increased…
I easily mastered the technique of working with my feelings — GSR Module 1.
And I wanted to become GSR-specialist, to work with other people. I was under the illusion that I found my dream job and that I would easily become successful at it.
The reality put my nose out of joint. I faced things about myself which I barely knew about. I realized that I don’t have some parameters inside me that may seem basic — ability to work constantly and methodically, to maintain stable relationships with people; tendency to learn and to get better at my job…
As it turned out, not all the people are born with the necessary set of internal parameters. Someone is unable to maintain family relationships, someone — professional…
But GSR Module 1 allows to create something that was never meant to be.
Gradually, step by step, I worked through all the feelings that made working difficult for me — it’s hard/I don’t feel like it/I hate it/I can’t do it/work is drudgery and so on and so forth.
I built contact with people literally by microsteps. I exercised elementary skills — how to hear a person, how to give a precise answer without paling into insignificance or trying to suppress the interlocutor…
I don’t hear/don’t understand/answer inappropriately — all these things have a reason — feelings that block your ability of contact. And by working through these feelings one can learn something of which he or she wasn’t capable before…
And when contact with another person is achieved — it feels like a miracle… And happiness…
My path was a long one and it is not over yet. But the main thing is that work is no longer an unsuccessful area of my life. I became a certified specialist in 6 months after training. And for 5 years I have been choosing this job over and over again…
I achieved some success in it. I learned to do my job quickly and precisely. To concentrate on the results, to solve problems, to help improve lives. To be excited at feedback.
I don’t think of leaving work anymore. On the contrary, I want to develop my skills further and deeper. To solve my clients’ tasks more accurately. To learn working not only with problems but with goals as well.
To improve quality. To increase income.
I got a new area of life — a profession, a job, communication with people, income. GSR Module 1 allows to create a new area of life literally from scratch. Without it I would have never known that such kind of happiness is possible — happiness to work…
