Yesterday we walked and remembered how much we had gone through to be so happy in our relationship with each other.
The following evening I analyzed all my relationships with men in general and where it could take me bring.
Like any girl, I had the idea of a man with whom I wanted to be in a relationship. But every time I entered into a relationship, it was as if I agreed with something that contradicted all my ideals.
It always turned out that a man attracted me with something. closed my some kind of need… like:
1 example: this cute, adequate, serious, from a good family. With him and I can build a family. Yes, he is not cool enough and not rich enough, but in principle a good guy is for the family! And what about money? – this is not the main thing, it will work. (The need to get married and have children).
2 example: out of the blue you meet a person and an incomprehensible chemistry happens… You just can’t go on without him for a minute! And it seems -here it is! The one! This passion and lust cannot be confused with anything… It is impossible to resist it. And you dive into it with your head… But as usual, after a while, the rose-colored glasses fall off and it turns out that this is not at all the same. (The need for passion, female need and yes -suffering).
In a moment of true desperation, I got on the Hellinger constellations. My good friend recommended me. The whole soul was pulled out of me at the constellation… It was easier for me, really … But I am wildly ashamed in front of all these people who played by deputies… And my poor woman inside and stayed there.
I was successful, cheerful on the outside and unhappy on the inside.
One day, as usual, I met with a friend at our favorite restaurant for lunch. I looked like a mamma-jamma. But that didn’t stop me from attracting the attention of the man of my dreams! When I saw him, I thought, “here he could be my husband…”. He also saw my inflated body parts and stuck.
So, in fact, an interesting story was born, which, like in the second example, had no future.
Yes, we got high for a while, but then more detailed parts of our personalities, lifestyle began to appear… which did not correspond to the ideal and even not the ideal picture…
We diverged and converged an infinite number of times. It was hell…
In principle, I understood that my life completely repeats the path of my mother and you should not count on creating a family a second time and relationships where I am truly appreciated, loved, given gifts not when I begged or for a holiday, but just like that also don’t shine for me…
I am a divorcee with a child in my arms under 30 years old…
At that moment I found out about the GSR system method, which it recommended to me a very close person.
My first session was about my feeling of aggression, with which I took out my failures on the child in a female way. After the session, the specialist asked me to feel that aggression, but I remembered it with my head, but I couldn’t feel it! Imagine, the feeling of aggression, which nothing helped to cope with, just dissolved, disappeared I didn’t feel it anymore!
After a few more sessions, I found out that everyone can learn how to do GSR sessions by myself and for this not special education is needed!
Naturally, I immediately bought 1 GSR module, because I wanted to do a lot of sessions and solve all my own problems. Moreover, the module cost as much as 1 session from my specialist.
It’s been 3 years since I started doing sessions for myself with using 1 GSR module…
I cleaned up with sessions everything that interfered with me in the relationship, everything that bothered me. My unhappy woman no longer lives in my soul!
Relationships that had no future flourish every day, they have long been such that didn’t even dare to dream about.
What could be more important for a woman than to become happy in a female way? Perhaps this is paramount… After all, this is the beginning of a happy wife and mother.
This morning I opened my eyes and saw a man next to me, to whom I am overwhelmed with feelings to
tears.
I love this man and I feel good around him. It’s like home.
I love you, my dear!
With gratitude to Dmitry Ustinov, the author of the GSR system.
